Outside

August 06th, 2007.
Living Room-with my sist sleeping in sofa beside me [18:41],

I don’t know what part of human’s brain which makes them enjoy gossiping—I do wonder. I confess it, I’m a sinner who likes to talk about others’ much. However, I should not—never—agree if what I’m talking about is only my own-subjective-unfair perception which in the end I make it into makebelieving—pembenaran. *Gossip is only gossip until it’s proven—I always tell it to my mind on and on every time I’m gossiping.*

‘Cause you know what, the last time ot happened to me. I became the unfortunate object of few irresponsible persons’ gossip. *Thank God, I knew it*. Actually, I couldn’t get its concept—Nabir’s words—how come they tell something about me while they know nothing about me at all [Nggak dapet gw konsepnya, Bir!]. I confess, I don’t know them at all. And I’m quite sure, neither they are. L!

Yeah, Cha. It’s already been your risks of being famous, well-known, familiar to million [Oasis kaleee..], and briliantly fascinating. You’ve been on this place too often and at the end you only laugh at them who are wrong—truly wrong. Cannot wait for that time.

Once again, Icha said:
Nothing is what it seems and nobody is what you think. Sometimes you feel that you’re right without knowing that others are also right. Don’t judge a thing by one side only; otherwise, you’ll be blind. Even a general truth such as age can’t be an indicator of the way someone should behave.[Ckckck... Grow up, people!]

*I hope this song can heal their sick minds and make them right back on the track. Amiin.*

May the force be with me, phew.
[IchaFamousTooMuch]

Outside
By: Staind feat. Fred Durst

And you can bring me to my knees, yeah
All this time that I could make you breathe, yeah
All the times that I felt insecure, yeah
And I leave a burning path of flame

I’m on the outside, I’m looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
‘Cause inside you’re ugly
You’re ugly like me
I can see through you,
see to the real you

All this time that I felt like this won’t add once for you
And I taste what I could never have it’s from you All those times that I tried
my intentions full of pride
And I waist more time than anyone
I’m on the outside, I’m looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
‘Cause inside you’re ugly
You’re Ugly like me
I can see through you,
see to the real you
All the times that I’ve cried
All that’s wasted, It’s all inside And I feel all this pain
Stuffed it down, it’s back again And I lie here in bed all alone, I can’t mend
And I feel tomorrow will be okay but I know

I’m on the outside, I’m looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
‘Cause inside you’re ugly
You’re Ugly like me
I can see through you,see to the real you